sometiimes i reeli tinkk iff caringg for someonee ishh a mistakee...ishh like horrx...hhiaxx ....dono howw to saee narhh........................issitt maii fault....im reeli extra....maebee...bein alonee..ish reeli suitedd forr mee..durinn pri sku...i dou shi owaex alonee derhhh.....nn i feltt finee...naO....................habbin fwens ishh juz tiring....when im alonee................i juz tinkk off so muchh stuff...iie dono whyy...bud i juz feel so extra.....i feel tat i shoodnt exist on thishh worldd....if i wasnt on thish worldd....woood things be much better off?? doo i reeli nidd fwenns?? doo fwens nidd mee?? in class.......i feel like a gen pi chong............i feel likee i habbe a farkin attitudee....in class.......i felt tat if i wasnt around...it wouldnt make much diff.....i felt i was redundant.......im juz a soul floating by....ppl walk past mee.....as if i was transparent....ppl tok me.............like tokin to a stone....ppl tok to me cuz deyy habbe no one to tok to...i felt like i beii li yong..........i felt tat ppl feel likee tokin to me was a chore......i felt tat dey felt tat tokin to mee was tiringg..i felt tat dey felt tat tokin to mee was wastin theirr time.........i guess im reeli juz a small ant........hu has lost its waee.....nn i habbe to livee on maii ownn........ppl..lookedd like big giants....juz onee stepppp...CRUSH...nn im gonee.......................im a small ant........comparedd to derr universe im juz 1 out of likee a numberr tat doesnt exist.......m iie pathetic orr juz pathetic......iie guess good things doesnt last.....eberitin ish a cycle...in maii case i guess its a chainn.....it juz goes on nn on nn onn...........when will it eberr stopp..till iie get oldd?? get sickk? nn soon im juz deadd......lyin in der coffin....tats maii lifee.....it doesnt changee....sometimes i reeli wish tat time will go pass fasterr..let me die fasterr......then i can be reincarnatedd.....nn i maee get anotherr betterr nn neww lifee....nn maebee maii attitudee will change........eberitin changees for derr better....well...tats juz maii wishfull thinkinn..i habbe to face wateverr i habbe naO........but it juz sux.....i sux....der world sux.......if it doesnt....we wood be floating arounnd.......life ish sickeningg..nutinn goes in maii waee..........eberitin juz cums in one lump rite in maii face nn expect me to solve it.....wat in der worldd......mentality loww shits...
